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Post by kvx001 on Aug 24, 2008 21:38:45 GMT -5
/_\ btw, Nat, I saw Alice today in a room that I never... actually... told you about, now that I think about it (XD) so just before I woke up, I got to play with her
(just realized he posted this in a thread everyone can read) CRAP
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Post by link on Aug 25, 2008 16:53:05 GMT -5
You people are emotionally disturbed.
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Post by kvx001 on Aug 25, 2008 20:15:26 GMT -5
Well... yes XD (considers telling this story...)
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Post by link on Aug 25, 2008 21:31:31 GMT -5
Nah, it's fine. You people need a break from your inner-brain. I know that made no sense! >.<
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Post by kvx001 on Aug 25, 2008 23:18:03 GMT -5
nah, I think I will tell this. I need to get it off my chest... again (? XD) Anyway, I had this dream... (laugh at this next part. I F**KING DARE YOU TO) where Beka and I were married... and she was pregnant... The baby's name was Alice...
And she was miscarried. I watched it all happend. EVERY LAST SECOND OF IT.
and then... I had to bury her. Does anybody know what it's like for a father to bury his daughter, even if it is all just a (frighteningly realistic) dream? It's really given me a whole new perspective on life. Nothing is really the same for me anymore...
And then, a few weeks later, at some random point in the day, I saw her, alive and well, aged about 6 or 7. Possibly one of the happiest moments of my life. And she's just been randomly popping up every now and then in my mind...
And we've randomly started looking at baby clothes online for some reason XD Y'KNOW WHAT IT WAS? it's cuz I found SlipKnoT onesies XD
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Post by link on Aug 26, 2008 17:12:52 GMT -5
Wow, that was all so sad except for the last paragraph....that ruined it.
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Post by kvx001 on Aug 26, 2008 18:32:18 GMT -5
yeah, I didn't wanna leave everyone on a depressing note. XD
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Post by Brice on Aug 27, 2008 23:38:32 GMT -5
it wasn't really depressing(except for the whole burried thing) but yeah. ive had almost as weird dreams, nothing like that though.
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Post by kvx001 on Aug 28, 2008 18:37:24 GMT -5
yuuuup...
Well, this is awkward. XD
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Post by link on Aug 31, 2008 23:39:04 GMT -5
I have really strange dreams once in a great while, I almost never have dreams anymore, maybe once a month if I'm lucky! But at least I don't have nightmares! When I was a little girl, almost every night I would have a dream that I was in a snow blanketed forest and that a pack of scary wolves were chasing me......thankfully I always woke up screaming before they caught me.....
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Post by kvx001 on Sept 1, 2008 16:04:21 GMT -5
wow... I'm... sorry I had a dream last year that this thing from Resi (known simply as "it") chased me and had me cornered under a table... it was pretty weird XD And then there's the OTHER dream that I told Nat about... not so sure I'm gonna tell that one. SECOND most traumatizing dream of my life, second only to Alice's death.
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Post by harmonyhorsegrl on Sept 1, 2008 17:41:56 GMT -5
I...uh, I have actually seen Alice too. (sam knows that) She was SO beautiful...she was asleep, her little hands in fists, with a little long-sleeved night-gown on. and...i had another one two nights ago. Sam, you don't even know this one, unless we IM after i psot this. Alice has a brother named... Ethan. OMFG I JSUT REALIZD SOMETHING. v_v nevermind about that, it's too depressing. anyway, Ethan is her older brother. He looks...exactly like Sam. Alice was being bullied at school....maybe sixth or seventh grade. Ethan was standing in front her, protecting her.
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Post by Brice on Sept 1, 2008 23:01:55 GMT -5
heroic sad and more depressing
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Post by kvx001 on Sept 2, 2008 18:30:45 GMT -5
personally, I don't believe that Ethan is the brother, though. First of all, I dislike that name, so I wouldn't pick it. Therefore, my fictional child wouldn't have that name XD Second, maybe, JUST MAYBE, he's her boyfriend? They DO say that girls always end up falling for someone similar to their dad XD And is it strange that I'm already worried about my child dating when she won't even be CONCEIVED for 5+ years? XD
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Post by link on Sept 6, 2008 20:49:41 GMT -5
Dude, who the HECK is Alice?!?
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